Happy.

Monday, December 28, 2009 12/28/2009 11:49:00 AM

Dedicating this song to 'you' (***** and ******)
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Even though you're not with me, I can still feel your presense. I miss you, and i love you. I will study hard next year. I won't dissapoint you.

12/28/2009 10:45:00 AM

If life can be this peaceful

I'm somehow feeling pissed, don't know why. Okay, maybe i know why. Crap, why do i think this way? F-ed

Yesterday went out to play with gen and senmian. Den QingXi came back from malaysia, so pulled him over. Reached home at 11:30. Tio interrogated.

Why does people have to keep crashing my hope?

I'm finding its harder to face and talk to you nowadays

I'm starting to think that i should have let you go your own way

I'm starting to hate myself for loving you so much

I'm hating myself for giving in so much to you

I'm wishing i should have not bother about you

I'm wondering how come you're my best friend for so long

I'm a bad friend

I'm hating you for doing that to me

I'm still loving you for being my best friend

I'm thinking i should find a time to talk to you, face to face

Dear Gen

There are many things i wanna tell you. But not like this.

I really think we should sit down and have a talk. If you see this, give me one of your free day.

Love, from shihui.

Sunday, December 27, 2009 12/27/2009 09:50:00 AM

Fox Bassoon 660

$20,945.00

Is anyone nice enough to get this for me?? ;P

Twenty thousand only.

If i'm not wrong, the one i'm currently using is

: Wolf Bassoon S 2000 Model

Cost around, 14,930.31 SGD

I dont mind a Fox 660D (:

I seriously want to own a bassoon lorh ):

Other than Bassoon, i also want Cello (:

And a piano, I want a normal one to start with first. after that i shall change to grand (:

I know, in my dream

Haiz,

I want

Fox Bassoon 660 / 660D
Cello
Piano
Hand-Made Violin (:
Learn cello, piano, violin, bassoon
Music as a subject
Go oversea to study music
Harp
Learn harp
To play in the orchestra when i grow up (:

Kinda impossible, i know. D:

Saturday, December 26, 2009 12/26/2009 05:27:00 PM

Crap, I just want this year to end properly. I don't expect something big like, 'Let's go throw a big party' Just to remain friends. Good friends. I believe its possible. But i can't help thinking that it is you who wants to 'ruin' it. It's not just what you feel okay. Is what you think as well. Why is this impossible? I don't see why, I really don't. I want to give in. But I can't. Because even if i give in, you will still gonna ignore it. Am i not right? I gave you reason(s) to all the questions you have already. It's just you don't believe it. I really dont know what to say to you. I just want to end this year properly, with(without) you. If you think you're really right. And if that is what you want. And if that is what you think is best for yourself, (but not us), then i'll give you it. You'll know how it feels that way. Tell me about it next year.

[Edited]
I'm fucking pissed now, not just because i want to. Because i FEEL so. I dont see a reason why i should fucking care about persuading you and letting you understand anymore. Since you like thinking that way, den okay lorh. Think, feel all you want. I'm not gonna spent my time persuading you when i see that you seriously dont fucking care anymore. You do whatever you want, and I do whatever i want. I didn't say I'm right this time. It's just how i FEEL, and how i THINK i should do.
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12/26/2009 10:06:00 AM

My Best Christmas present by far

This Christmas is great. (:

Christmas Eve 24th December

Spent the morning and afternoon at home reading some books and writing some wishes in letters. At around 6+ Bus 174 to 3rd aunt house. Realise she already gone over to aunty serene's house. So we walked to block 7. and realise we press floor6. and den we staired up all the way. Lol. After, reach their house. Had dinner. Den see the kids play wii. o: Lol, den ate log cake and ice creams. After that, played monopoly with joshua and joel. (: Then left. went over to third aunt house with aunty michelle uncle ml and baby grace. Slept in study room with cousins. Lol, had a super weird dream which i dont wanna talk about

Christmas 25th December

Woke up at 8+. and found my brother already playing computer games. haiiz. Den had breakfast. Hotdog with hot chocolate. Den, hmmm, lemme think. ohhhh, took my cousin theory book and did some practise. Den got another christmas present from 3rd aunt. Wanted to go church with aunty serene and family. But in the end went swimming with 3rd aunt fmaily and aunty michelle family. hmmm. Me and my cousin took uncle ml's car with baby grace and aunty michelle. Den, my brother together with my two other little cousin took my uncle's car. Den car-ed all the way to jurong west swimming complex. Didnt bring swimming costume. So stayed up to play cards. Den left at around 1+ went to IMM. Kids wanted to eat mos burger. But no place. so we dabao. Den went up to the hongkong "restaurant" in front of daiso. Crap, the food suck. Service also suck. Dont know why still got so many ppl waiting to sit in siah. after that, uncle ml bring grace and my brother out to the playground at garden plaza. Den i follow aunty michelle to daiso. The rest still eating. slowpoke. -,- Den, after that meet up altogether. den walk around for little while more. then wanted to take lift up to 6th floor. But we couldn't get in lift. There were 11 of us. So we took escalator up instead. Waste our 20+ minutes waiting for lift siah. Den we went back to 3rd aunt house. Had deserts. Den slacked a little while. After that, we all went over aunty serene's house. Dinner with TURKEY! Then drank wine. :D quite nice siah. Ice Wine. Den, the rest watch transformers; revenge of the fallen. While i played the piano with my new score :D Then went home

This year christmas present is great

Cadbury Milk Chocolate - SenMian's Parents

Kangaroo Pouch - 3rd Aunt

Kangaroo keychain - Little cousin

Poker card - Uncle -,-

Kitty's Pencil case which i use as a bag - Aunty serene

Pachelbel Canon In D Score - Karis

This post is long, BYE~

Friday, December 25, 2009 12/25/2009 06:09:00 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

Tis the season to be jolly,
Fa lalalala lala la la~

Christmas is a time to enjoy, have fun and EAT!

Enjoy yourself people! Don't stay at home at computer all the way!!!!!! ;P

I WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY AND JOLLY CHRISTMAS!

With lots of LOVE
SHIHUI.

I shall enjoy myself today and forget all the worries. {:

Thursday, December 24, 2009 12/24/2009 10:34:00 AM

My first Christmas present 2009

Well, today is Christmas Eve. Which means alot of things,

1) It's 1 more day to Christmas!

2) It's 10 more days to school reopen!

3) This holiday is gg to END!

4) Sec 3 life is starting!

5) 8 more days to stop playing!

Gosh, this holiday have been so eventful and so fun, can't believe its gonna end this soon. This is the first ever holiday i enjoyed myself so much. I'd always hated holidays because I seldom get to see friends. And always lost contact with them during holidays. But, this holiday is so damn different! I see them almost everyday. (: I'll never forget this, Dec Holiday 2009

Well, of course, the days which i enjoyed myself most are:

Qingxi's Birthday at WildWildWet (4th November)
2E2 Class Outing at Sentosa-Siloso Beach(Beside wavehouse sentosa) (11th November)
Band Camp (17th&18th) at school
Sports Extravaganza at Lakepark (19th November)
Slack at Senmian's house (2nd December)
Senmian's house (7th Decenber)
Band outing at Sentosa (8th December)
Bugis with Senmian, Qingxi, Guangwei and Gen ( 11th December)
Out with Senmian, qingxi and guangwei (14th December)
20th&21st December

Thanks to whoever to made all this event so much wonderful, and of course, Special thanks to Qingxi, Senmian, Guangwei and not to forget Genevieve!

Time to update

Yesterday

Overslept. Woke up at 7 when i'm suppose to meet qingxi and senmian at 6:45. Called qingxi. Den i anyhow brush and chiong. Den anyhow where my shoe, snatch my wallet and bag. den run out of the house. Then in the lift, wear my sch u properly and comb a little bit of my hair. den after the lift door open, i run all the way to the interchange, ppl thought i crazy siah. Den saw senmian and qingxi. And realised i dint bring my e-card. Fumbled through my wallet. And didn't watch the steps when gg up the bus. Then fell, and sprained my left leg. grrrr. Tied my hair in the bus. wore my shoe properly. Learnt a lesson, never oversleep. Den bused to tehtarik to meet the rest. They had their breakfast. Then we walk back to school. For sectionals. Let's not talk about sectional. I was super angry. Then cleaning of instrument. Not much larh. Teach-ed my junior how to swab and polish. Den after that, qingxi and guangwei left first. Then wanted to wait for senmian. But senmian still have to stay for his euphonium sake. So me and gen left first lorh. went somewhere first. Then went to the bus stop. Saw qingxi was still there. Lol, Then after that. 157-ed back to boonlay. Went to get some stuffs. And slacked at mac. Got pretty bored. So we called senmian to lent his vball. But turned out he's in jp too. So we went popular to meet up with him and cj. (I got a free cheese fries! :D) Then cj got his amaths book. Then say bye to cj. Then me and gen followed senmian to his house. But in the end, we all never play ball. But was telling a story of tweety and elmo to senmian. Lol. Then his mum asked us to stay to help her wrap presents. Den she came back at around 7+ Wrapped her presents all the way untill 10+. Then senmian's dad drive both me and gen home. LOL. Senmian sat in the middle. And keep tio hamburgered by me and gen. :D

Today

Christmas eve. Most probably going my aunt's house later. :D

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12/22/2009 02:29:00 PM

Sort of busy this few days, din't update
Sunday
ermmm, went out lorh. Den reached home damn late.
Monday
Went out too, for homework and play
Anyway, i dont know about tuition siah. I need tuition.
Today
Went out with my aunt cousin and brother to somewhere. Then saw siying. Told me she and shilin bth got into huayi. Lol, didnt expected that. Thought they will got into somewhere like jurongville. Tammy got into yuanching.
Lol, Den home-d.

Tmr got band. didnt know siah

Saturday, December 19, 2009 12/19/2009 11:13:00 AM

Isn't primary school life much wonderful?

Thursday

Went cenre at 7:30. So super tired. Yeah, helped out with some workshop. Then shilei came. So went office to helped her with the movie maker. After that, we both gtg. So took 198 to je library. Den walk to interchange. She took the train. I walk to imm. Lunch myself. Den went to meet p.school friends. Jason came first. Den szelim. Then songlin. Minshi. Then went mac. Cause songlin haven't eat lunch. -,- Den jinnyuan came. Lol, split way to find jieling and limbin's birthdy present. In the end. The boys were slacking in the macdonald. grrr. After that, went up to the gardenplaza and did the one above. Lol. Den saw some unglam things. Not saying. But gen and senmian knows. Told them. LOl. Then songlin left first. After that, we went mac to slack again. Den went library to chat and slack. Den we all took 198 home. Lol

Yesterday

Met qingxi and senmian at boonlay. 198-ed. They alight at school's busstop. Then i move on to the mac's busstop. Jinnyuan came. Then jieling came. Gave her the small mini cake. And chat. After that. Went to school. For band. band was tiring. Dont know why.

After band, 157-ed to senmian's house with gen and senmian. Ate lunch and slack in front of tv for awhile. Cause eating lunch marh. After that, went in his room. Did homework. Lol, really did homework siah. Finished ss. Lol, crap alot too. Den after that i finish first. So i slack liao. Den after that they all finished. So we played daidee and cheat. Den chat. untill 10:15. Den left. After that, went home and sleep.